To: Whom it may concern.
Aftr all tht I'd been thru, I tot I'm totally over u. Guess I'm wrong. Ppl ard me asked me to moveon and fuckyeah, I'm really trying hard to. But they didn't knw what/how much we'd been thru and how much I really loved u. I'm the one who rejected u back then, when u showed ur love to me. Cause I'm too in love with a jerk who toyed with my feelings. Idk wtf I'll begged u to stay aftr pushing u away. U did and we got tgt. At tht point of time, I swear I'm the happiest girl living in this entire fucking world. We bickered, we fought and we quarreled. Things weren't really smooth for us. Still, we stayed strong. I told myself, 'we're meant to be tgt'. U'll always give in to me, even when I'm the one who's at fault. U promised u'll give me time to change for the better. Soon aftr, we started to have our coldwars. U'll always be the one who started to talk to me 1st. Little did I realized, ur patience's running out, slowly. One night, we'd our usual quarrel. I blurted out 'let's just breakup' out of anger. U agreed. I didn't mean it, but u treated it srsly. Me, crying like a pussy, called u otp and putting down all my pride, I asked u to forgive me and forget the idea of breaking up. Told u tht I'll really change this time round and I'll give in to u everytime, tho it's not my fault. U didn't even give me a 2nd chance. U just said tht u're too tired of all these fucking nonsenses. Did u change? Or I'm the one who'd change? At tht moment, I felt lost. I even tot of giving up my life. Aftr wks of the breakup, we quarreled, still. I tried holding on and waited for u. But I got tired aftr a few wks, due to u pushing me away continuously. Finally, I understood how u felt. I'm really glad u'd moveon. As for me, I'm still trying to, tho. (:(:
From: Urs truly.
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